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Tuesday, April 7, 2009 8:18 PM
no mood here. listen. i had a dream. june holidays was only a weekend. this is the stress rgs gives me. no i don't need counselling. i just wanna take it away. i think i'm moving but i'm going nowhere. a day is 1 second.
oh and teachers...my file...my size...i cleared my file one week ago and it's full again. a worksheet that is meant to be gone through last term hasn't been gone through. and it's piling up. no means to be rude, but the file's papers is a murder tool. yeah yeah, it's so light. wake up at 5.30am every morning, reach home at at least 4pm in the afternoon, and doing homework till 10+pm, and all over again. what do you think. i had a major burst today, urgh. like as if our own stresses aren't enough!! :( it's like living life blindly, never being able to slow down.
our job is to study till we can't study anymore. yet do we get paid like other people who work themselves out too? no!! and do we get to enjoy life? no!! do we get to relax? no!! do we get to take a breath? no!! do we get to take it all away? no!!
so what? Homework+notes+un-gone through worksheets+performance tasks = Murdering tool!! urgh!! lit pt is like a burdern i don't wanna care about, i care about it because of only my marks. if it wasn't, it would be in the bin now!! D:< good thing the deadline is arriving. i'll buy a birthday cake and throw a party that day.
if i knew how to play electric guitar, you dumb work will be gone in the wind by now!! i don't get to do what i love doing, studying should help us understand more, but from what i understand, it's a chore, studying is a chore, life is a chore. life is studying. :(
by the way, i'm on my way to be an olympic weight lifter if this goes on. and i'm not liking it.
bye.
